Conscious Awareness of God – Albert Edward Day
In coaching others for effective living, one of my discoveries is that I often to not live with conscious awareness of God. I think that is because I am not always “consciously” aware of “me” – my “being-ness” in the moment. Too much of life is simple knee jerk reaction or on auto-pilot. Moses met God for the first time at the burning bush. He met God who was named, “I AM”. Being. I am. God is my source “center” for my “I am-ness”. When I am not aware of God, I am not going to be aware of my own I am-ness. When I am consciously aware of God’s being with me, my own sense of self is lifted to bolder relief. The following quote put me on that thinking track this morning.
God is not real to most of us because of the condition of our consciousness. God is closer to our minds every moment than our own thoughts. God is nearer to our hearts than our own feelings. God is more intimate with our wills than our most vigorous decisions. If we are not aware of God, it is not because God is not with us. It is, in part, because our consciousness is so under the sway of other interests that it cannot turn to God with the loving attention which might soon discern God.
Did you ever encounter, on the street, a friend whose physical eyes looked at you without seeing you? You walked right into him before the alien look on his face changed into one of recognition. Then he confessed that he had been so absorbed in thought about some other matters that he had not been aware of you, until your intentional collision with him. You were there, yet he did not see you. Though actually in your presence, he was nevertheless as unconscious of you as if you did not exist.
That is a persistent failure of the unemancipated consciousness. It can be so preoccupied by lesser realities that it does not sense the presence of the divine Reality surrounding and sustaining it. Something has to happen to end that absorption in other affairs, so that it can turn its attention to God.
Sometimes events will do it. One encounters God in a crisis that, as we say, “brings one to one’s senses.” Death, disaster, sickness, the collapse of friendship, are like the collision on the street. They shatter the tyranny of an idea or a dream, and release consciousness for the awareness of something greater than the idea or the dream–God himself.
It would be a very poor sort of life that was aware of people only when life collided with them, or was brought up standing by some decisive act of theirs. And it is a tragic life that becomes conscious of God only in those events that shatter its habitual thoughts and dreams and compel it to recognize God’s presence and activity.
What makes life splendid is the constant awareness of God. What transforms the spirit into God’s likeness is intimate fellowship with God. We are saved–from our pettiness and earthiness and selfishness and sin–by conscious communion with God’s greatness and love and holiness.
This excerpt is taken from a collection of daily meditations on the lectionary scriptures called A Guide to Prayer, edited by Rueben P. Job and Norman Shawchuck.